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VOICE

TO EXPRESS HOW YOU REALLY FEEL, YOU HAVE TO BE ABLE TO FIND THE RIGHT WORDS. I TEND TO SHUT DOWN WHEN I DO NOT FEEL HEARD, BUT I ALSO HAVE TO FIND THE RIGHT WORDS. WHEN I DO AND I AM STILL NOT HEARD, WELL THEN THATS NOT ON ME. IT IS FRUSTRATING BEING A MANN AND FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NO VOICE... KEEP WORKING ON ME... #ITSOKAY

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